The waiting period officially started today. I was hoping it will be kinda better than just waiting for the day to submit these hugeee pile of paperswork, looking through our documents, reading our evidences over and over again. It turned out it actually kept me busy and now it really feels soooo s***y. It snowed so much last night and today everywhere is covered with the thick layer of ice with the white snow on top. They say it was -11 this morning, and people keep posting this weather application screenshot from iphone where it says that the real feel is -23!! brrrr coldy cold! I am cold and lonely...lonely and bored... bored and stressed.. Good news I found one more Rus/Ukr forum. I started reading new topics about adaptation to new life and stuff like that. I'm in this state that I just want to sleep all day long and wake up only when the answer is ready. I keep looking at my phone refreshing my email every 5 mins. Slowly going crazy...I wonder how I will feel after a week...
I was supposed to meet with my friend who is waiting for a German spouse visa but it is so cold that we decided to cancel our meeting. I think only she can understand me and I really don't want to explain my feelings to other people who don't know what this feels like. I was hoping to go out with her, to talk and have a drink to relax and forget maybe for a little while.. I can't really drink to forget though, it was more metaphorical :)
Waiting is painful!
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