...every passing day brings me a little bit closer to my beloved one....is my new motto...ehhh nothing today as usual... I sat in front of my computer almost all day watching Weeds second season, occasionally having some sad moments with myself. I cried so much that at the end I couldn't go to Fidan's concert. Besides it was sooo windy (really cold wind) + president of Georgia came to Baku today so most of the central roads were closed. So I thought better to stay at home instead of going out and getting totally annoyed by being stuck somewhere. I probably look like a grandma sometimes moaning and complaining at everything here. Sorry but I just can't stand silent to the absurdities here.
Today is 29th day since application, it would have been 1 month actually if  february wasn't 28 days this year. It is an important day- March 6th because it has been exactly 6 months since I left Istanbul and I can go to Turkey again since today :)))
To tell the truth it doesn't really cheer me up so much...They have my passport so I'm totally stuck here...
I downloaded too artsy films in last 2 days. I recently learnt that Russian speakers mostly call them art house films. I really liked this expression. One of them is "The Skin I live in" by Almodovar and the other one is French Canadian "Heartbeats". I wanted to watch them for a long time but after downloading them I lost my interest in watching them with english subtitles. My problem is that I can't concentrate on anything right now. Can you believe that I still haven't finished Museum of innocence. I start thinking about something else after reading 2 pages.
***just read in russian forum that some lady applied in Moscow in february 3rd and still waiting. That may sound mean but it makes me happy to know that I'm not the only one waiting for a one month. When people who applied at the same time with me or after me start getting news than it'll be a whole different story... a pretty sad one too!